Stream of thought exercise #001

Feelings overflow into the landscape of my mind such overpowering emotions, too much to control with the force of will non-existent and floundering, sanity in a lifeboat, lost in the middle of nowhere as lipstick labeled non smudge stains my lips beating in my chest to hard to ignore and feelings overpower and beg for more... stains of rouge on my shoulder from an embrace that will never end... in a memory so strong it lasts forever aching for renewal as yet time means nothing there is nothing left to lose everything borders on insanity as memories of a time regretfully past echoes in my mind constantly reverberating in the contours of my aching head finding the target in my heart and causing a pitiless death of hope and dream you live in happiness as I live in hope grasping at anything to make such dreams of yesterday a fulfilling and golden reality happiness is not but a moment not an everlasting thing but something to be cherished as it slips through your parted fingers so slick and wet with bliss and redemption.